happy for once

from by Backward Avenue

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it's hard for me
to feel anything lately
can't even fall asleep
god hates me
just want to clear my mind
it's hazy
you'll fix it somehow dear
please save me

let's drive away in my subaru
go to the city just me and you
stand under the totem poles
and smile like i never do

i'm happy for once

what am i doing incorrectly?
i've been searching and i don't yet understand
maybe my mind's just wired wrong
it feels like i'll never comprehend
you take me away and keep me well distracted
it's euphoric
until my mind redacts it
i wish it wasn't so fairweather

i wish i was just happy for once


from sleepless, released February 24, 2016



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Backward Avenue Saint Joseph, Michigan

music made in a cold basement for people living in cold basements. drummer for melodica lewinsky.

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